Friday, July 23rd, 2004
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2:49 pm - flknmdksand flijkwer sloth.
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event. event. event.
mike is staring at my far side books. he just farted..."he goes...thats chinese food for ya." tru tru.
blah blah blah blah blah blah.
you are SO not scene.
anal sex and grandma naked.
we went to BAm today
ate chinese food
some old guy wanted to touch me so he asked if we were gettin lunch. he said
get the special its only 3.99 AND YOU GET A DRINK TOO!
...so we did.
i dont have to work tonight. sucks.
i want money.
i want sex.
anal sex and grandma naked.
analyze and interrpret
anal sex and grandma naked.
teddy pendergrass and the amazing fuckasses.
geniousssss.
penisssss.
weenusssss.
meeeeesssesssss.
jeebusssss.
chrispussss.
analsexandgrandmanaked.
butt plug.
yes.
no.
maybe?
goodbye
mike say hi.
hifgbjh
good boy.
adios.
<3heather
current mood:  restless
current music: the blood brothers - guitar me
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Tuesday, March 9th, 2004
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9:25 pm - sometimes i just like to throw things.
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well today was semi-productive. i got some makeup work finished that needed to be done. i was really going to try to go to school the whole day today but i ended up leaving for lunch and not coming back until B3 had already started. i need to come to school more often. but other than that my day was awesome. i didnt see a certain someone today and i didnt get my awesome hug that i normally get from him...that was kinda crappy =( im actually looking forward to the battle of the bands on saturday...(its not really a "battle" its just a show) i want to see catterson..and i get to see mikey play the drums YAY. i hung out with ricky, summer and ruben today after school. me summmer and ricky went to rubens house and played some ps2, then ruben had a baseball game so we went and watched him. now im going to bed because im ridiculously tired. <3heather
current mood:  content
current music: ultimatums for egos - from first to last
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Sunday, February 22nd, 2004
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8:04 am - ....i think about you a thousand times a day.
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this is remembering never. they own.
bat your eyes 1000 times
ive dreamed of touching your face
i never thought it could be this good
ill never forget you
not in a million years
something about how good you look underwater
like the dream ive had
since you looked the other way
but now you can only look up cant you?
my angel
you look so scared
a few more bubbles
a little more effort
and you'll be home
its only water i promise
so you think they'll miss you
say how they once touched your hair
besides to brush the mud out
how beautiful you are
atleaste till they find you
you'll always remember my wavy face
and ill always remember that lovely shade of blue you wore that night
that tag on your toe says " I love you "
I loved you
something about how good you look
under the water
current mood: calm
current music: blue - remembering never
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Tuesday, February 17th, 2004
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8:53 pm - this gun is welcoming.
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well. today started out pretty cool. i found out that ____ likes me and ive thought he was cute for a while now. but im not ready to get into a relationship...so oh well. drivers ed was so fucking stupid...i watched this chick tracy almost run over like 4 cones, shes such a ditz! then drama was fucking stupid because we open curtain on Chicago in 9 days and everyone is in a total frantic rush because half the actors never show up for rehearsal and the other half dont know theyre lines...but of course the tech staff ( the awesome people and i that hold the show together) have been doing our job, so everyone can suck our cocks. i took a test in history today and i think i did really well...i hope so because this test grade will determine my grade on progress reports..and in turn my progress report grades decide on whether i get my car for my birthday or not. GAY!!!! okay so on another note..phil is coming home in 3 days and i cant fucking wait...this is gonna be so fuckin awesome i miss that kid soo damn much. i hung out with carrie for a little while today while we were at flips house. i saw jake today too...he was fuckin stoned off his ass the whole time tho (whats new?!) and didnt really pay close attention to anything that i was talking to him about. HAHA. i downloaded a whole bunch of story of the year songs and pretty much none of them work...because Kazaa is a piece of shit! im going to go to bed soon, im so fucking tired!!!
<3xheather
current mood:  exhausted
current music: seven - sunny day real estate
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Monday, February 16th, 2004
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3:52 pm - childish. thats all this stupid drama is. childish
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i had a job interview today at 11. i went to it and the manager said that he would give me a call at 2:30 or 3 today. so hopefully im going to be employed by the end of the day =] on another note, im sick as a fuckin dog. ive been coughing up blood and sneezing all day. gross. so yea, i hope i feel better tomorrow because i cant miss ANY more days this year from school. the teachers and guidance councelor have an appt. with my dad tomorrow, and then next tuesday i have my court hearing. everything is a mess right now. HA. go figure ya know. alright well i shall update a bit later. <3heather
current mood: groggy
current music: miles apart - yellowcard
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Thursday, February 12th, 2004
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6:34 pm - oh yeeaa
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by the way. i would just like to let everyone know that i cooked dinner tonight without burning the house down. YEP. im awesome. HAHA.
xheather
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6:25 pm - YAY. i adopted a fetus today =]
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Wednesday, February 11th, 2004
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11:12 pm - you [and] her
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ha. today was productive. i stole ryan murphys cell phone. and when he called it, my dumbass answered the phone. so now he knows i have it and he wants it tomorrow. but its okay tho...ive called 4 different states on it already, and its only 11:00. plenty more time to run up the bill...mwahhaha. so yea. i found out my friend phil is coming home from las vegas on the 20th. i havent seen him in 7 months. IM SO HAPPY =]. parent/teacher confrences are tomorrow and my dad is going. not cool. at least im going to school on a regular basis now. i went up to RJ Gators this afternoon to see melissa and she didnt get off work until 9 so i just came home. ive been bored like all day. haha. im so glad i dont have school friday or monday. david might be coming to see me from melbourne this weekend, but im not sure yet. joes new girlfriend victoria left me a really nice note on my away message earlier today =] she talked to me last night when i was really pissed off/in tears. shes cool. but yea..i need to go to bed now...im so fuckin tired. <33xheather
current mood: calm
current music: mookies last christmas - Saosin
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Tuesday, February 10th, 2004
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4:13 pm - grounded. gayness.
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im grounded and bored. i wish that i hadnt skipped all those fuckin days last semester. i wouldnt be in trouble if i had just gone to fucking school. oh well. ill live. anywho. yea...im bored. i found out some really shitty news last night. joe got a new girlfriend..and yea im happy for him and all, but im not over him yet and it hurts. he told me and i guess expected me NOT to care...but i did and made it very clear to him. i dont know..i think he got pissed off because he was like i gotta go bye...so i was like yea bye. then i wrote him an email and apologized for being a bitch, and i told him that i was happy that he found someone...i just wish it was me =( oh well. im going to go now. im sooo fuckin bored i feel like ripping all of the hair out of my head. meh.
current mood:  crushed
current music: understanding in a car crash - thursday
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Monday, February 9th, 2004
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4:30 am - do not feed the bears.
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so yea ok. its 4:30 in the morning and i woke up for no apparent reason. i woke up i guess because i had to pee, and then after that i couldnt go back to sleep. so here i sit. awake. it needs to hurry up and be 5:30. when its 5:30 i can go down to sunnys. but until then, im stuck being bored...and tired no less.ok well. im going to try to find something on tv i guess. i hate waking up so early. theres nothing to watch on tv and nobodys ever online. gay. later. <33xheather
current mood: crappy
current music: diary - useless id
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Saturday, February 7th, 2004
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9:34 am - a [penis]wrinkle in time...wtf right?!
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woah buddy. last night was very interesting...i must say. at like 6 yesterday, matt called me and was like ok, so we're gonna hang out...so i said ok. he came to the house, picked me up and we went to jordans house and picked him up. then we went to mannys house and picked him up and went to the drive-thru to get some beer and on to the Kyles Run to pick something up. we couldnt get what we wanted there, so we went to mikes house and chilled there for awhile. HOLY SHIT MAN. i got sooo 'tatered' there!! it was hard to walk out to matts car when we were leaving...haha. we left mikes house at like 8 and drove to the beach and walked around there while jordan finished off his beer...matt was too fucked up to drive so jordan had to drive us...man he was a little tipsy, but still straight to drive so i told him to drive me home because i had to be in by 9:30 last night [dad was soo pissed at me because of the report card..lol] so anyways. i got home, and caressa called me balling her eyes out, telling me that her mom and dad got into a fight. i told her if she wanted to stay the night with me it was ok, but she said she had to wait for sunny to get home from orlando at 11, and said that when sunny got home she'd be ok. so i decided to stuff my face and go to bed around 11:30. i figured sunny would call me when she got home, but she never did...so i just passed out. and then at like 2ish 3ish my dad came stumbling in the front door and woke me up, and then some guy came in my house carrying a case of beer. my dad told me he was having some friends over and i got pissed because it meant i couldnt sleep on the couch anymore. so i drug my lazy ass into my bedroom and passed out. last night was definately wierd. oh yea and then like an hour after i got home i got a call from jordan on matts cell phone tellin me that matt is like in love with me and wanted to go back out with me or some shit like that and i was like wtf...i dont like matt. that kid needs to get the fuck over me and move on. i dont like him that way. i mean hes cool as a friend and all but ..i just dont need relationship drama in my life right now..so whatever. jordan said that i was leading him on because we hung out that night. if matt thinks that hanging out is leading him on then he needs to understand that i DO NOT LIKE THAT MOTHERFUCKER. ok im done bitching for now. ill write some more dumb high school bullshit drama later. <33xheather
current mood:  cranky
current music: a new arrangement - bright eyes
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Friday, February 6th, 2004
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2:37 pm - finally friday...damn i thought it would never come...HA
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today was awesome. im so glad its friday. i need to find something to do tonight tho..so if anyone wants to hang out ...just gimme a call. [794-4439] HOLLA!
<3heather
current mood:  chipper
current music: try honesty - billy talent
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Thursday, February 5th, 2004
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10:14 pm - shanaynay say dont play girlfriend. POP.
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WELL today was lots of fun. we had a practice FCAT writes today...it was a stupid topic to write about and a waste of time. damn school board and their gayness. after i got out of the 2 hour long class...me nikki,jessie,and nick went to TGI fridays for lunch and then nick dropped us off in the senior parking lot and i saw liz so me and her decided to drive over to 7-11 for a slurpee so when we got there i saw austin and he was supposed to be in my fcat class with me today so of course i bitched him out for skipping. HAHA. im such a hipocrite. anywho. after school me and summer hung out with melissa. then she went off with megan to go look at some wierd shoes so me and summer went and chilled with ricky and reuben. it was soo funny ricky had a santa hat in the backseat of his car [for some unknown reason] and he was drivin and i was sittin behind him in the backseat, so i put it on his head and summer just laughed her ass off for like 20 minutes...that chick is crazy.
but yea, on another note, my dad is all pissed off at me for my grades and shit. i really need to stop skipping so much. my grades are gettin really shitty. wow. i just got really really tired all of a sudden. i need to go to sleep. later-
<3heather
current mood:  sleepy
current music: Life As Is - Open Hand
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Wednesday, February 4th, 2004
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5:49 pm - orchid island has nasty orange juice. drink lambeth groves.
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ah. well. school was okay today. i drew the most awesome picture of mrs. russ...wig and all...it was funny as hell. after school, i went to the beach with caressa, sunny, and jr. we drove all the way to ft pierce and ended up at a beach with nothing but a bunch of old people. when we got there me and sunny went and got in the water. it took us 20 minutes just to get into thigh high water. IT WAS SOOO COLD! there were badass waves tho, they were breakin just far enough off shore..ah..beautiful. i wish i wouldve had my surfboard. jr went and got in with his boogieboard and swam really far out, and then he came paddling back in and said that there was a bunch of bait fish and a big puddle of blood out there, so me and sunny got out. i dont need to be eaten by a shark ya know...but yeah...im about to go down to caressas house...or maybe watch some tv..i dont know...im kinda bored. later <33xheather
current mood:  lethargic
current music: youd be cuter if i shot you - curl up and die
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Monday, February 2nd, 2004
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11:50 pm - stfu.
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Friday, January 30th, 2004
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11:14 pm - you and me...and the way we [dont] fit together.
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i just got home. my night was alright i guess, ive just had a lot on my mind lately. i decided to write this when i was thinking of someone. [this is for you]
sometimes i break things instead of crying.
its the way i defeat myself.
prettyxpathetic.
i just wallow in my self pity.
its hard to explain the way i feel about you
...you feed me so many emotional letdowns.
im hanging onto nothing here...
im separating myself from something that i love,
but yet i dont know why theres any love left.
im convicting myself of pure insanity without you.
i think you gave up on us a long time ago.
i dont know why im still trying to hold onto something that
isnt there anymore.
a butterfly trapped in a spiders web;
i know im not going to make it out alive.
this is such a cruel way to die.
sometimes you gave me a reason to live.
current mood: discontent
current music: a million miles to montreal - across five aprils
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Tuesday, January 27th, 2004
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8:56 pm - just die already.dumb bitch.
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okay, so today was pretty gay. i dont normally write in journals online, but audrey said i should get a livejournal...so here i am. i hate a lot of people. i think that there are so many dumbfucks in this world that we should all just have a mass suicide and just wipe out the entire human race. that would kick ass. oh man, that would solve so many bullshit problems...awesome. dude.i think we should make a huge pitcher of kool-aid laced with arsenic and just randomnly give it out on street corners everywhere.ok. so now that ive proved no point at all and just left you dumbfounded and annoyed, im going to go. <33xheather
current mood: gaylikeafatkidwithoutchocolate
current music: dandelion-7angels7plagues
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